campus life

tak tau lan nape malam ni aku rasa frust sangat...online banyak2 sebab nak ilangkan tension...teringat kat dia..bagi yang bukan rumet aku mungkin tak tau sape si dia tu..entahlah, sometimes rasa cam tension plak bila pikir pasal die..one of my rumet pernah tanye, "still hoping lagi ke kat dia"..well u don't understand people. this is not an ordinary crush u people thought of, this is purely a true love that even i don't really get it..susah lah...and actually that is one of the biggest reason kenapa aku buat keputusan yang sangat besar next sem....mesti semua orang terkejut..tapi if aku ditakdirkan terpaksa hadap muka dia hari-hari, rasanya, aku mesti tak leh nak focus kat study, well talking about study, ada lagi one year before aku graduate, and if you have to ask me, campus life is the one that you never wanted to erase from your memory. because that is the time when people start getting mature (tak tau lah certain people yang still immatured tu kan), and that is the time when you start to learn the real love is, bukan puppy love yang kita selalu banggakan tu...bila dah kat campus ni, barulah sedar, apa yang cikgu2 dulu kat sekolah cakap pasal puppy love tu, yang dia tak kekal, bleh buat kita hilang focus dalam study, it was actually 100% true..so people out there, especially high schooler, jangan lah bercinta macam nak rak sampai nak abai pelajaran semua, tapi bila difikirkan balik, lebih baik bercinta masa sekolah, dah rasa masam manis nye, daripada ditinggalkna dan rasa perasaan dikecewakan when you're at the highest point in your life, campus life...