Who need a perfect life if all you have to do is fantasizing? Noted here, fantasy, not dream. It just quite a nature, life is never will be fair to you. In other words, you may find yourself in the arm of the most handsome man in the world, but at the end of day, you will just admit to yourself, if he worth it? I mean you look at yourself, sometime it just unfair that you got to tell him how beautiful creature is he, and you cannot be able to say to yourself. Holding to reality, you know you're amazing, but sometimes, those little whisper shake your confidence.
I always find myself in a dream where all my love is there, family, friends, best friends. And right where I standing, just a perfect angel-like, protecting me from all the danger. Damn sometimes it was too real I wish I could sleep all day. Sometimes I feel like hate waking up to reality, where world is so cruel, and dream is so perfect. This dream will happen to me in the fortnight, or once in a year, once in six months. It happen to more than once. The problem is, what I feel in the dream, is just too real to believe myself. I once cried because waking up.
I even had a wish one day that God will never meet me with anyone so that I will be with this man, in my dream, eternally. Or it might have just make it into the real world guy.
A little strong grip to reality is all I need, yes, a little out of reality is what we need. Sometimes it make me think, is all this, is worth the time???
"Maybe I know somewhere deep in
my soul that love never lasts"
"You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you"
"Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away"
