I'm the biggest failure for my family, for my mom. With a diploma I earned, I accomplished nothing. I can't even get a decent job. I can never enjoyed the salary I got. My mom always complaining how I'm not being helpful.

I am stuck in my hometown while my others friend continue their studies. Some even work with the famous people. Even my high school best friend, work with the government. All I do was wake up every morning, mourning for the job I have, with the little payment I got. I got skills, but I don't see where's that skills taking me.

I can't even get it right at home. My mom always angry at me and saying how I'm a big disappointment to her. I was suppose to be studying to help the family, but now that I finished my study, I stuck at home working like crazy and got paid nothing, burden with the study loan, car installment, bills etc. Sometimes I thought its better for me not to get diploma and straight to work after SPM so at the age of 22, I have skills and experience to make more money.

You know what anger me most? how my mom practically begged me to stay with her but nagging almost everyday for not being helpful. I actually got jobs offer from other states and districts, with impressive salary profile, but I decline just to stay with her.